| why didn't i listen to them before? |
[Jan. 14th, 2005|08:18 am] |
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hey hey! i haven't written in a while, but just to let you guys know...me and jeremy almost dated again! but he has pissed me off so much lately that i decided that i was never going to date him again! first of all, i shouldn't have to ask him for hugs and he never like talks to me about nething and this morning he was all over jacki when he told me that he still had feelings for me! that's a bunch of bullshit right there! all he does is talk a bunch of shit and i'm over it! i'm over him and i'm over the whole situation! i should've listened to jason and emily in the first place! jason told me a long time ago that he didn't think that jeremy treated me right! and now i see that that was true! emily keeps telling me everyday that i shouldn't go back to him...now i decided that i'm not going back to him ever again! i need a guy who can treat me right and love me for who i am and just treat me like a girl shoud be treated! if any of you guys out there want to date me and you're really sweet...holla at me...love you
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[Dec. 1st, 2004|09:21 am] |
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hey ya'll! i haven't written in a while! but things are starting to look up for me! i like someone whose very sweet! I don't know if he likes me though...emily says he does but who knows! and jeremy doesnt' want me dating him though! ::tears:: but if i want to date him, i will! but this guy gave me a bruise on my leg that hurts really bad! i don't want to say his name because i don't want it to get out that i like him! but anyways...im in photoshop and im bout to get in trouble for being on here so i'll ttyl! love you
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[Nov. 25th, 2004|05:40 pm] |
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hey ya'll! ::sighs:: I wish I had a boyfriend! I just got finished watching a movie! It had everything I could imagine for me to happen in it. It made me realize that I need someone to love! It also made me realize some feelings that I have for certain people. I wish I could find someone just like Jeremy because every boyfriend that I get I'm going to compare to him. He was my first true love, and I'm always going to compare other people to him. I just want someone like him so I can be happy again. I'm just not happy these days. I thought I might have liked someone...but I never talk to him. And then the other guy I liked, Jeremy said that I would regret dating him. Is there supposed to be that special someone for everyone? I thought I had found mine, but he's gone. Now that the holidays are coming around, and I have no one, it makes me feel even unhappier about myself. I feel like I'm not pretty enough for guys to like me. Even though I get told pratically every day that I'm pretty, I just don't feel like it in the inside. I don't know what to do anymore, I guess I just need cheering up. But for Christmas, I'm going to be getting an acoustic guitar. I was looking some up the other day and I found one, but I don't know if I should get a 1/2 size or a full size. Well I better get going. I'll ttyl!
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| have I told you lately...that I love you |
[Nov. 24th, 2004|09:53 am] |
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| | "Boulevard of Broken Dreams" Greenday | ] |
hey you guys! well yesterday was a pretty good day except for the fact that Jeremy dead legged me and I couldn't walk on my leg for a couple of hours! ::raises axe:: anyway...the other day sitting at lunch...mouse came and sat beside me! THAT'S HOT! I was going to hit him on his butt..but I decided not too! And yesterday after school...Ryan gave me a hug bye and dead legged me like a idiot! I'm just kidding! I love you Ryan! So things with Justin are going pretty well! We talk more than ever nowadays! Well it's like 10 in the morning and I'm up...I need to go back to sleep!! I love ya'll!
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[Nov. 22nd, 2004|09:31 am] |
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hey hey! I have to spend ten extra minutes in photshop! She gave us another project to do but I can't figure out how to do it!!! Uggh! It's pissing me off! But this dude that sits behind me is hilarious! He said that he was going to start calling Mrs. Proper...Mrs. Boo Boo! LOL! Well Mikel is looking at this...so I better go! 2 hours until I see Justin...hehe!
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[Nov. 21st, 2004|01:18 pm] |
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| | "Nobody's Home" by Avril Lavigne | ] |
hey ya'll! ok last night when i was laying in my bed I realized that I love Justin! He is the most sweetest, kindest person I've ever met! He's a lot better than my other boyfriends! I'm gonna be so sad when this semester ends because I don't know if I'll get to see him anymore...because i'll have c lunch and he still might have a lunch! who knows! I just wish we would date before Christmas break so then we'll be together and he could come and see me on christmas! That would be so awesome...and then if it snowed one day (since he can drive) he could come over to my house and we could go walking...without any one else! Ugghh...it sounds so good...if only it would happen! Well I gotta go eat McDonalds...I love ya'll!
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[Nov. 18th, 2004|09:32 am] |
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hey ya'll...im really bored right now! I'm in photoshop and I had to work on a picture that took me forever to restore! she gave me another thing to do but I really don't feel like doing it right now! ooo...i just felt really hungry! lol! I almost died twice yesterday! I about flipped the van twice when i was driving once at a light when i had to turn and then once turning into my road! lol! but i'm alive! i scared my grandma soo bad! she had to smoke 3 or 4 cigarettes after that! well i better be going before I get caught! ill talk to ya'll later! |
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| i hate school |
[Nov. 16th, 2004|06:23 pm] |
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| | "Take It Away" The Used | ] |
Hey people! I'm not in a very good mood right now! I hate all the makeup work that I'm having to do! It's driving me crazy! But my mom hasn't seen my interims yet so I don't know how that's going to go when she does see them...but none of my teacher's have asked me for them so I mean why get them signed if I don't have too! hehe! My mom left to go get Taco Bell...how yummy! And then my uncle called...which he never calls...cuz they live in Myrtle Beach! But yea...so em...I'm sorry for not gettin to talk on the phone with you but I was doin homework...sorry babe! I still love you! Well I better be going before my mom gets back and sees the interims...i love ya'll! ::hugs and kisses:: |
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